Information

Clarification

Anticipation

Fear

 

I’m not mad

Is it ok to be mad

At her

At him

At them

At myself

 

So much wrong has happened

But

This time I’m not going to lay down

Lifeless

Pretending

Now I’m defending

Myself, my body

 

What happened to you I wonder

Who made you want to build yourself up

So you could tear other people down

 

And you

Where were you

Everywhere

Yet not there

 

Confusion

Exclusion

Contusion

 

Broken

Forgotten

Fixed

Shattered

 

I can’t let go

Of what I had

Or the idea of you

 

I’m always picked to lose

Abandoned

Disappointed

Hollow

My dreams I follow

Turn to regret

Her taking

Her leaving

Him never there

Them stealing

Me, for me

Lying to me

 

Who….you

What….everything

When….all the time

How….only you know

Why