Ambivalence

One hundred and fifty five

At this weight I survive

Lapsing

Collapsing

Trying to tap into my coping skills

So much stress over bills

Clothes are a trigger

I’m starting to get bigger

Stop restricting

Thoughts are conflicting

I just need to be open

My struggle must be spoken

But I just want to get back

Self control I lack

To the past I ran

But back to the plan

We’ll be ok

Because now we know the way

I will lose no longer

My recovery is stronger

Recovery is my rite

So I must continue to fight

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